Kosmas Art

Hope for revival.

2008-09-28T14:25:00.001+07:00

Miracle...
Comes out to me
Revive me again and again
So i can still endure the pain of love
That i can take and take again

Even if my heart is going to die
Wish love will comes up to me
Even if love will hurt me again
But love will never end

Love oh love
How painfull you are
But why oh why
I'm so addicted to you

Tears that i drop for love
When will you change into diamond
I will try to wait you
So love will bring happiness.

Deep Down Drop

2008-09-28T14:19:00.002+07:00

My love, my love
You're the one that i love
Oh, what is love
That make me down upon it

Yet the sky up ahead upon me
Wants a different fate on me
Why i am so lame
SO i can be trappep in this flame

Flame of love
That burns inside me
Yet it have been burnt
And the scar still hurt

Goodbye oh goodbye
No more love i can give
No more heart i can receive
So no more bitterness of love i will take

Should this heart become frozen
In the flame of love that burn
But the fire has been burnt
And no more love i can take

Goodbye oh goodbye
Tears by tears have come out
Now no more tears to be shed
And no more way looking back

Times by times has been passed
But love would never comes back
As if i am died
No more tears should come out.

Anmon

2008-09-21T14:38:00.002+07:00

I really hope, this story can be made into a movie.

Some human were sent to the world as an incarnation of a demon. Many of them born in different times and places, and their mission are to make the world come to its end. As they completed their mission, their power become much stronger and they can transform into devils, a true form of evil and death. One of them was born in the wrong family. Even if the family is the hand of a demon, but one of them is an angel who knew this would be happen. Born in such family, that man’s power is sealed for some times. As his power grows, the sealed become weaker and weaker, but the angel has changed his mission. That man, realized the mission which is take and the angel that come in his side, his true form yet begin showed up, but he becomes confuse of which path he will be taken.

At a times.

“I like you” said a man.
“I’m sorry, but I can’t love you” a girl reply.
“OK, I see, as long you’re happy without me, it will be all right.” the man said it with its angelic passion.
As the times goes by, the man becomes lonely and very sad, he start to change himself to his true form, but still not choosing his destiny. He looks to the sky and screaming aloud.
“WHYYYY, should I have this kind of fate, why should I choose”
He becomes stress, and meets no one. With no one besides him, no love in the world he takes, the transformation is in its completion. However, the transformation is different from what he is should be, he is a demon, in a blue fire, blue eyes. Everybody who sees him in his true form becomes afraid, and his or her heart becomes as cold as an ice. If a sinner sees him, the sinner will feel sorry for what have the sinner be done, but if a true one sees him, the true one will be fallen. Moreover, the world goes for its destruction, but in the same time, the world is rejuvenating.

As the prophet told, one who has been treacherous by love will turn over the world. He walks in every way and every path until he meets his kind. But in different form. He sees the effect of his kind if his kind near someone, and he realizes, that things are so much not loving. He feels sad, of what his kind have been done, he remembers, that all of his rejection were all started by his own kind. And its time for him to give revenge to his own kind. But he must keep of being alone so he must not meet a right people so the right one should not become false. As he still being alone and fighting the demon by himself. His cry is in his heart only, his despair is for him only. Is it a punishment to him and his kind? or Is it him who choose his own path. No ones know.

Home Plan Design 1

2008-06-19T21:58:00.006+07:00

I created this little home plan design and i would like to share it to you. Well, this is just part of my hobby, so, if there was any mistakes in creating this design, please tell me your critics and suggestion. I'm not an architecture but i like to draw ichnograph to pleasure my mind as i'm imagining having this kind of house.
One of the weakness of this home plan design is this home plan design doesn't have any garage for the car so this is not suitable for someone who have a car. Motorcycle or bycycle is possible. And the garden is in the behind.
This is my first time i created home plan design in the computer, actually i would like to add my paper home plan design in here, but my old home plan design is lost(i dont much care of that since i created it in between 10 years old to 20 years old). lol.The detail of the house is having:
1 Bedroom
1 Bathroom
1 Kitchen and Dinner Room
1 Family and Guest Room
1 Garden
But this house is for a couple. (The bed is double-bed)

Hunted

2008-05-15T10:34:00.003+07:00

I look into the mirror,
Seeing my eyes so frightened
The fear of being hunted
Like an animal in the jungle

The fault that is blame as mine
Regret things that i shouldn't done
But a fault is a fault
We can't go back in time

Fear come to my mind
In the emptyness of me
As the wind breeze in me
Cold that I feel

The sound that chime in the house
Scream aloud in my ear
As it is laugh at me
Despite my fear on it

Every vibration feels like an earthquake
No joy that shine upon me
Only fear that shrouded upon me

As the night come
The fear shrink away
By the darkness I live
Watching the light from A far

Once a light
Blurred away into darkness
What is fear?
Why it makes us uneasy?

Once a darkness
Change and shine as light
A fault that's been done
Still can be a good fault.

Fault that helps
To learn
To revive
To become a better person

Thing That I'm Wrongs to

2008-04-12T12:18:00.004+07:00

Life in a Race

I drive myself
So fast and quick
And I reach
The frontier of the race

This lifetime race
I run in the front
While thinking the way of life
The speed that i took
Is the way too fast than my friends

I start to stop
Looking back at the distance
I've been made
Between My friends and I

I wait...
Starting to see them
I realize the false thing that i've done
This long race makes me forget
The purpose of this race

I start to run again
But my friends has come too fast
I was late
And my friends start to makes distance

The speed that i take
May not as fast as before
But it will become faster as I run

Tears come out from my eyes
But what have been done is done
I start to go
And get for further purpose

But still
A goodbye is needed
And It belongs to my friends
And meet the people ahead
Sorry

But when we're together now
Let's make a better friendship
Than before we've made

In the Student Province

2008-03-01T20:22:00.005+07:00

Thinking of nothing
The step that i took
Builds the love that i ever take

Surrounds try to tell me
How Our fate should be
I didn't realize it
But a fate should be a fate

With a little faith in me
I ask GOD to enpower mine
To believe that you're the one

The picture that i've seen
The music that i've heard
Still blurry for me

But the connection in our heart
Still communicates each other
Trying to tell you
That I love you
That you're the one
Even in this frightened
With the little faith in me.

I'm bit Jealous, but I'm happy seeing it.

2007-12-18T05:37:00.000+07:00

Hundreds days that we passed
In the different ways of life
The eternal love in my heart
Crying seeing you besides him

Looking into the deepest of your heart
And seeing the matchness between you
Make my heart hurts
But feeling so happy
Seeing you find your perfect match to be

The perfectness that i've found in yours
And the better life you'll be
coming on
Release the burden in my heart
For hoping you to have a better life

The images of yours
Your scent, your attitudee
Your face, your strong charisma
will remain in my hearts

Going to say goodbye to you
But i know i never can do that
The message that i've sent to you
Make me feel relieve
For what i've done

Even the hearts of mine going frozen
But the memories of loving you
Still remain in the frozen throne
Hoping for someone melting it
Together with the memories of loving you

I never able to imagine
The way i will forget you
The pain of loving you
Will it be forgotten
Or will it be remains.

Loveless, Emotionless, Careless

2007-12-12T08:20:00.001+07:00

Riding my motorcycle
Realizing the reality
That i found myself
The reality of the lost that i've search

Never I, love someone
Never I, care someone
I feel stressed
Facing the reality

to love someone
I made it
to care someone
I create it

Someone tell me first
The leak of feeling
Created by me
Not a truth inside it

Untitled-1

2007-12-12T07:19:00.000+07:00

Walking in the path of happiness
I see starving people
Searching for Happiness
Hurting my feeling

Scarificing myself
Where happiness is gone
But people still to dull
to realize the happiness is come

Reflecting myself
To the pool of realization
Telling me
They need to help themselves
Whatever your help you give
It will never be accepted
If they didn't want to receive

Just A Ussual Love Poem - This is for K

2007-12-05T09:13:00.000+07:00

I gaze at the sky
Seeing the beautiful rain drops in the night
With the lighning strikes ahead
And thunder screams aloud

My heart felt the pain
of remembering you
your beautiful appearance
your lovely habit
your smile that never erased in my mind

The things that we do together
the momment that we pass together
make my heart feeling so blue

Did you know?
The day when you break up with me
is the day when i've love you more
the day that entrust me of love again

That time
I was happy enough to decide i'm fallin in love
But things always not as lovely as i think
Should this be my fate?

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to feel
This blank life fill me again
That I didn't even have any courage
Of believing in the new love I will met

A Sleep Lamp

2007-12-02T23:35:00.000+07:00

I walked to my room
and saw tiny light
that reminds me of you

The light that you give me
that time
makes
my heart beting fastrer
and control the emotion of mine.

A tiny light
that shining through
and beautiful
that makes
the darkness in my heart
dissapear

09-01-04-21:30

Expression

2007-12-02T23:31:00.000+07:00

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa
I
I want to scream
I LOVE YOU!!
I AM LOVING YOU!!
I LIKE YOU!!
.....
I feel affraid
I feel ashames
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
This feeling is untold

Runaway or Change?

2007-12-02T23:25:00.000+07:00

I see, I know, I talk to you
.....................................
The more I know you
The more I open myself
.....................................
Telling you a story
Bout everything in my mind
Everything
Included the one I love
......................................
I became closer
to you
hihihi, i laugh
But after tell Her bout my feeling
My heart became confuse
I tell it to you
till...
..........................................
I've change
I feel confuse
Is it true?
Me, myself not sure bout this
And my heart fighting to itself.

Story of my First Love

2007-12-02T23:22:00.001+07:00

Once in a life time,
I see
know
feel
and approaching
   My heart want it, but I can't
   I feel ashamed of me
   This is crazy
Tell her or Not
Will it hurtt
This is confusing
   Why.......?
   I hope you know and understand
   Sad..........
   This is a bad start

I can't accept that

2007-12-02T23:19:00.000+07:00

Should I, should I, should I...
Why and why
Should it be??
   Hehe, HUH!!
   Hiks, hiks, hiks
   It's hurt you know
Why?
   I don't know
Can I?
   Could I
Should I, should I, should I

First Time

2007-12-02T23:11:00.000+07:00

This is the first time where I reset all of my blog, I have some blog, that contain many different thing. But since i used google adsense, i need to change this blog much, so all my posts have been deleted. This blog is gonna contain almost all poem, because i can draw a good picture in a computer. Thanks.